Sakura Hime Asked: Do I have some medium/psychics abilities? (please serious answers or help from real psychic/medium)?

There have been more times than I can count where I have seen things. Mostly they come to me in dreams, and they are in bits and pieces.The most prominent vision/thing I have seen is me in the hospital. I just have given birth and I am in the bed. the door is to the left and I see the doctors face clear as day But I cannot see the people around me. However they are there but I cannot see the faces. I see balloons and the colors flicker from blue to pink. I don't see my husband in this. Which worries me a bit, Ihave seen this on and off for about 4-5 years. I also see another with my ex bf. Are these just in my mind? Some of what I have seen have happened, so I think it might be just dajavu? I have also talked to my mother about this, she said she had similar experiences when she was around my age. I just want to know if its just in my head, or if I truly have a gift. Thanx for reading :)!!