chronik214 Asked: psychic gift (please read all and help)?

i think i have a special gift and i would like to learn how to use it, but im very skeptical about it because i kno with every good theres and evil and i dont want any harm done to me or my family n friends. ok soo there has been numerous times where i see things i get this feeling as if i kno im gonna need it so ill take it and sure enough that day or a couple days later ill use it. i pick my cell phone up n set it back dwn 2 or 3 secs. later i get a call or txt msg. heres a story or two. one time i was with friends and my power was off. i had enough time to watch a video on his phone, roll a blunt, and him n his gf were arguing. with that said, i said "watch when i light this blunt the power will come on" no sooner did i lite it tha power came on, it freaked me out. coincidence? idk, another time i was with friends in my loft i have a matteress in there and i was layin on it, my friend however was not. i was thinking man i need another mattress up here. abt 5 mins later he leans up and is like "say bro u need another mattress up here" still a coincidence? ok so my dad plays the lottery and he picks numbers sometimes random sometimes ones that mean **** to em. soo one day he goes "o **** its almost ten, i needa get my numbers." when he said that these three numbers popped into my head, i use these numbers at wrk sometimes so i was gonna tell it to him as a joke. i asked em "hey dad what numbers are u gonna play" he response "3-5-6" i swear on everything i love in this world that those were the numbers that popped into my head. and sure enough that night those numbers came up i nearly **** myself, he won a little under a grand. me and him are connected we both know it i jus dnt kno how to use it. he knows how to "sweep" people (cleanse) hes done it to my brother, when my bro was a bby he was scared of the washer, my dad swept him and it stopped no more crying or anything. i wanna kno if he passed what he has onto me. theres times where i talk to myself and i feel as if theres someone in my head other than myself. i have deja vu quite frequently its like ive been there before and i knew that they were gonna say what they said. last night i went to this fast food place, i seen an old friend frm school. i txt my other friend n told him i seen her. his response "i had a dream abt her today" its soo weird i do this all the time. movies pop into my head, and later on i **** u not those movies either will be on or comin on later. another time i was thinkin abt a show on tv and kept talkin abt it and tellin people at wrk abt it. i got on FB and commented on someones staus bcuz their friend had said something similar to that show. turns out my friend was telling someone abt tha same exact skit i was thinking (the same day im not sure) but it still tripped me out. im sorry for rambling i jus cant describe how i been feeling today abt this. im really thinking of sitting down and really opening my mind and try to access my ESP or 6th sense and some ppl say, i kno its not gonna come easy and it might and probably will scare me, but i feel like im ready to try it. i would jus like some strong feedback and advice, please be serious as i am abt this, thank u for reading.