Dont Read This Asked: Reaching out to Psychics – I really need some help….?

Hi, my name is Sarah, and I'm 17 years old. I've been having a hard time at school, and at home (more so at school). I feel that nobody understands me, and that there are people in my life who are trying to hurt me. I feel that I can't trust no one, and I'm getting the feeling that everyone is against me. I'm trying to make people understand, but it's not enough (I feel that I can't express myself properly). I feel that everything that is happening, and what has happened, has drained me, and I'm finding it hard to stay strong. I feel constantly depressed, angry and frustrated, and I'm finding it hard to get out of this mess. I've been considering if it is a good idea for me to start over, but I'm finding it hard to let go.

Could someone please help me – I really need it right now? What do you think I should do? Does anyone out there sense anything about me or my life? Do I have to prepare myself for anything in the future? Any advice or/and support would be much appreciated.

This is my natal chart if it helps: http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lan

Cid Asked: Rate my Psychic Deck?

Monsters:

Metal Seeker x3
Silent Psychic Wizard x3
Serene Psychic Witch x3
Hushed Psychic Cleric x3
Overdrive Teleporter x3
Mind Master x1
Esper Girl x2
Dr. Cranium x1
Glow-Up Bulb x1

Spells:

Emergency Teleport x1
Psychic Feel Zone x2
Foolish Burial x1
Monster Reborn x1
Dark Hole x1
Psychokinesis x2
MST x2
One for One x1

Traps:

Torrential Tribute
Call of the Haunted
Brain Hazard x2
Dark Bribe x2
Bottomless Trap Hole x2
Mirror Force

Extra:

Psychic Lifetrancer x2
Hyper Spychic Blaster x2
Brionac x1
Magical Android x1
Thought Ruler Archfiend x2
Overmind Archfiend x2
Black Rose Dragon