MissDior Asked: Help Please!!! Feeling lonely?

I've been having relationship issues for the past 4 years after me and my ex split.Every guy I meet if feels like I annoy them.I have a good job I'm always told I'm a beautiful girl but for some reason I'm never talking to a guy over a,month they seem to lose interest..I did meet a guy he's a gang member very bad guy he always into trouble he's even had me in some dangerous situations.I can't seem to let go of him we did break up today I'm trying my hardest to stay strong this time..Also since I been with him I lost atleast 5 good friends I'm not happy with my life I don't even enjoy anything anymore..I talked to psychics for 4 years and I took their guidance and that may also be the cause of why my energies are so bad dealing with psychics!!! PLEASE Help me!!!