Calling all teens! Help!?

Just Asking Asked: Calling all teens! Help!?

Okay, basically; I get picked on for being "different" somehow. I'd just like you teenagers out there to tell me how do you fit in? What can I change? How should I change? Appearance and personality, I don't care as long as people accept me!? Please feel free to share any sort of helpful advice, personal experience, stories etc.
I don't know if this helps but here are some facts about me that might interest you when judging how much I should change or whatever;
– I am 13(female), both parents work most of the time.
– I have started a modeling career.
– I have about 10 back up plans for when modeling is no longer possible due to age or appearance.
– I like to occasionally dress up (make up, accessories, shoes, clothes) but if you ever saw me at home… well let's say I'd be either in my PJ's or jeans with plain shirt and sneakers.
– Despite what others think of models, I am quite geeky.
– My parents are partly musicians so I inherited their skills (vocal skills, guitar…)
– For some unknown reason I tend to get caught on to practicing my guitar until my fingers bleed.
– I am quiet, shy, anti-social.
– I try my best to be as polite and well behaved as possible so I don't cause any trouble (whatsoever)
– My parents have thought of taking me to the psychic because apparently I'm not normal.
– I like to read old (Shakespear old) books and I actually understand things in them.
– I have cut myself in the past because of bullying but I've never mentioned it before.
– No I do not intend to EVER fall into drugs, smoking, drinking or anything like that.
– I have trouble opening up to making too close of friends so I really only have like 2 real friends.
Sorry I know it's all kinda long but I'm confused. I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm scared people keep criticizing everything I do no matter how hard I try. Life is harrrrrrrd and I feel like ending it any time. Please help. Thanks in advance 🙂 xx